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[04;Jan;2010] dear blog. its the 4th day of a new year for 2011. and a new day of school. yet I don't feel the slightest happiness in me. instead, I felt like I have being outcast by people around. went into class today, my usual seat were gone. replaced by an unknown girl that stayed back from the previous batch. went to the back row instead and took a seat there. 3 hour passes, just alone, with my phone and my notes. thinking back.. tagging me in photos of gathering that I am not aware of. been force out of study-group after lunch and dinner. all these little things to be done just to get me out. I won't fall. I will be back stronger with every step I take. being in a clique or being alone does not matter to me anymore. I am not who I used to be. accept and leave it be. `Sherwynyb |