[14;April;2008]
blogging.
lets talk about today..
everything was alright til i decide to send a msg to apologise to my friend..
for unable to make it for certain appointment..
apparently,i wasnt trusted despite the reason i gave..
sigh.. i wonder why am i sad? when i'm not really close with..well..
(the above isnt referring to the zoo gathering for night activities)
so it doesnt matter.. i kept it inside me..
awhile more.. my mum came into my room..
money matters again..
quarrel again.. but oh well.. i'm use to this type of stuff..
just kinda disappointed.. why is it always money.. sensitive huh?
she said this and that.. what if i got cheated and stuff..
(i got my own reason for trusting my friends..but she doesnt trust me for that.. sigh again..)
(care i guess.. but i just dont like her for talking bad about my friends.)
so it doesnt matter again.. i decide to let it go.. just sad..
went over to Jason's house.. watch TV and chat..
time flies and i forgotten about unhappy stuff..
after dinner.. went back to Jason's house..
watch TV and i dont know what got into my damn mind and thoughts..
sudden change in me.. wrong mood..
sorry guys.. if i'm disrespecting you all in an way or the other..
went home.. now sitting here to blog out thoughts..
much better i guess.. i think i'm getting more and more f-ed up..
to voice out thoughts when facing my friends..
sorry again if i'm annoying..
listening to songs now.. gonna let my mind relax for the time being..
bye.
`Sherwynyb
