how meaningless life can be..
Tuesday, February 06, 2007 posted at Tuesday, February 06, 2007
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dear bloggy..
i jus realise..
how meaningless life can be..
and realise that..
my life is pathetic..
up and downs..
u are the only one that i can turn to..
when i needed someone to talk to..
everyone seems to either having fun..
or not free..
no ones there..
and i dont wan to spoil their fun..
so i guess i jus hav to keep wadever things to myself..
jus now sat for quite awhile at the Coris playground..
though i promise to be happy..
but i cant held back my emotion..
and i couldnt held back my tears..
i broke my promise to you..
sorry *[28(01)2006]..
think through the past..
lots of things flashes through my mind..
wanted to find someone to talk to..
but couldnt find anyone there..
so i dont hav anyone to talk to..
i sat there to feel the wind..
my eyes were teary..
but i didnt let the tears fall..
its hard..its very hard to keep on pretending to be happy..
sorry...but i couldnt be back to the yapben you know in the past..
i cant keep my promise..
but this would be the only promise i break for you..
i guess this would be the end of the Chapters..
the chapters i written..
of my life..
my life is meaningless..
no ones there..
you werent there either..
*ended..dated 06.02.07..
-saddistical boii-
