[261206]
sighs..
dear bloggy..
though i didnt know wad to say..
how come im the one tats always giving in to people..
and people jus dont appreciate it..
i got nothing good in return..
even when people didnt realise it..
and continue to take advantage of me giving in..

i always wanted someone to care about me..

but i felt so saddening when those people..

tat i cared for..didnt really care for me in return..

though i know doing good deeds doesnt demand a flavour in return..

but at least show some sign of appreciation..

sighs..

since i break with Simin..i felt tat the only tat understand me..

has already gone..

the time tat i spended with her..

was really wonderful..

i always felt tat she's beside me..

and i hav someone to turn to..

someone tat really understand wad im thinking..

despite the fact from the way i act when going out..

my thinking is totally different thing..

i know im not good at making my thoughts known..

but i know..i know she could sense it..

she understand me..

sighs..

when walking home in da rain..

im thinking of the past..

the rain..how nostalgic..

how memorable..

1 years ago at East Coast..

at this time of the year..

='(

im beginning to felt..

tat few of my best/close frens doesnt understand me..

my times are been taken away..

but i didnt really care..

u are in troubled..im there for you..

but now..u seems like getting over with it..

u jus turn back and walk ahead..

how am i suppose to feel about tat..

its really pointless..

i saw it..

i saw the whole point of view..

of reality..

of the fact tat it doesnt matter if i really exist..

sad..im so freaking sad now..

i felt like shouting it all out..

but i cant..i cant show out my emotion..

to my family member..

i know they wont understand..

ahh!!!

~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~

today(rainy day)..

emotion:

before going out(serene)..

after reaching home(freaking upset)..

___________________________

JJ treat us over to ChompChomp and hav dinner..

overall was ok..

mood was still fine by then..

walk home..

im feeling so happy..

its been so long since everyone got together..

sighs..

but all da way down when going home..

go even lower when i walked in the da rain..

-saddistical boii-

[261206]
sighs..
dear bloggy..
though i didnt know wad to say..
how come im the one tats always giving in to people..
and people jus dont appreciate it..
i got nothing good in return..
even when people didnt realise it..
and continue to take advantage of me giving in..

i always wanted someone to care about me..

but i felt so saddening when those people..

tat i cared for..didnt really care for me in return..

though i know doing good deeds doesnt demand a flavour in return..

but at least show some sign of appreciation..

sighs..

since i break with Simin..i felt tat the only tat understand me..

has already gone..

the time tat i spended with her..

was really wonderful..

i always felt tat she's beside me..

and i hav someone to turn to..

someone tat really understand wad im thinking..

despite the fact from the way i act when going out..

my thinking is totally different thing..

i know im not good at making my thoughts known..

but i know..i know she could sense it..

she understand me..

sighs..

when walking home in da rain..

im thinking of the past..

the rain..how nostalgic..

how memorable..

1 years ago at East Coast..

at this time of the year..

='(

im beginning to felt..

tat few of my best/close frens doesnt understand me..

my times are been taken away..

but i didnt really care..

u are in troubled..im there for you..

but now..u seems like getting over with it..

u jus turn back and walk ahead..

how am i suppose to feel about tat..

its really pointless..

i saw it..

i saw the whole point of view..

of reality..

of the fact tat it doesnt matter if i really exist..

sad..im so freaking sad now..

i felt like shouting it all out..

but i cant..i cant show out my emotion..

to my family member..

i know they wont understand..

ahh!!!

~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~

today(rainy day)..

emotion:

before going out(serene)..

after reaching home(freaking upset)..

___________________________

JJ treat us over to ChompChomp and hav dinner..

overall was ok..

mood was still fine by then..

walk home..

im feeling so happy..

its been so long since everyone got together..

sighs..

but all da way down when going home..

go even lower when i walked in the da rain..

-saddistical boii-