back from camp..
Sunday, November 19, 2006 posted at Sunday, November 19, 2006
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bloggy..
im back from camp..nothing much happened..
though this year camp is dull abit..
but overall its kinda fun!
great bonding chances for those juniors too..
felt great looking at them..
they are like enjoying themselves..
lols.
if im not wrong.
anyway..im gettting on today without sleeps for 2 days..
haax..but jus now fallen asleep..
when i lie on my bed..
hees..
come to think of it..
its been months since i last saw the real me..
i sealed it..sealed my real soul in my heart..
the dying heart..
currently turning from the brightness..
to the darkness..
changing from a bubbly?cheerful?
kind?considerate?and someone tat
sensitive to others' feelings?
to..
a gloomy,saddistic,hard-hearted
and someone tat doesnt care 'bout how others felt...
hmmm...
wad causes the change in me?
well..i didnt wanna talk 'bout it either..
lols..
jus know tat some people doesnt appreaciate
things i do for them..
and choose to take advantage when im helping them.
or maybe choose not to admit im their frens..
until they are in need of help..
oh well..i dont know..
my mind is in a frenzy..
cant think straight and right at this moment..
oh well..wad can i do?
since people lidat loves acting so much..
i choosen to act with them..
at least i know im not in fault..
and know tat i can care less..
towards them..
P.S.-currently changing my title of -saddistical boii- to...
-fallen A.S.R-..A-Angel,S-Soul,R-Reaper..
its been months since i last saw the real me..
i sealed it..sealed my real soul in my heart..
the dying heart..
currently turning from the brightness..
to the darkness..
changing from a bubbly?cheerful?
kind?considerate?and someone tat
sensitive to others' feelings?
to..
a gloomy,saddistic,hard-hearted
and someone tat doesnt care 'bout how others felt...
hmmm...
wad causes the change in me?
well..i didnt wanna talk 'bout it either..
lols..
jus know tat some people doesnt appreaciate
things i do for them..
and choose to take advantage when im helping them.
or maybe choose not to admit im their frens..
until they are in need of help..
oh well..i dont know..
my mind is in a frenzy..
cant think straight and right at this moment..
oh well..wad can i do?
since people lidat loves acting so much..
i choosen to act with them..
at least i know im not in fault..
and know tat i can care less..
towards them..
P.S.-currently changing my title of -saddistical boii- to...
-fallen A.S.R-..A-Angel,S-Soul,R-Reaper..
-fallen A.S.R-
y@pb3n
