yesterday once more...
Sunday, May 07, 2006 posted at Sunday, May 07, 2006
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dear bloggy.
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just came back from drinking...
stole a can of beer from home..
and sneak over to Punggol Park and drank it..
felt nothing...not warm or anything...
just felt cold...
things are running through my mind...
why am i been through days when some of my best friends leave me..
i hated it...my eye is getting teary...
why...haix...
things cant seems to be better than anything...
when Simin tolded me dont bother about wad i promise...
and get on with my life...
i couldnt believe wad i heard....
friendship and relationship came to a stopped in my world..
doesnt seems to be a very good year for me...
why it is so...
why....
fate is playing with my life...
cant believe tat im fighting it on my own...
i wish i could change wadever tat has happened...
its hard for me to forget about wadever tat happened...
sighx...wish tat everytime could change...
i dont wanna lose anything important to me anymore...
-teh xtremist-
y@pb3n