yesterday once more...
Sunday, May 07, 2006 posted at Sunday, May 07, 2006
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dear bloggy. back for more posts... just came back from drinking... stole a can of beer from home.. and sneak over to Punggol Park and drank it.. felt nothing...not warm or anything... just felt cold... things are running through my mind... why am i been through days when some of my best friends leave me.. i hated it...my eye is getting teary... why...haix... things cant seems to be better than anything... when Simin tolded me dont bother about wad i promise... and get on with my life... i couldnt believe wad i heard.... friendship and relationship came to a stopped in my world.. doesnt seems to be a very good year for me... why it is so... why.... fate is playing with my life... cant believe tat im fighting it on my own... i wish i could change wadever tat has happened... its hard for me to forget about wadever tat happened... sighx...wish tat everytime could change... i dont wanna lose anything important to me anymore... -teh xtremist- y@pb3n |