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dear bloggy..its been so long since i last write something for you... sorry ar....really no time...im working almost all days... finally got off...must update for awhile... u are dead anyway....i dun think people will come over and take a look at u. im so sianx nowadays....my job is sooo boring... just stand there everytime...no people wanna buy de... unless im in town area. not seeing my friends often nowadays too.... just hope we dun drift too far. its kinda sick ya know?? get into some complicated matters this few days.. just hope that u will be able to cool down after a few days. dun get too fed up. im trying to best to ''coach'' you,ya know?? heex. anyway...today was a boring one. went to school to take a look at Chinese Orchestra. cuz i heard sec 1 will be coming back today.. but in the end...everything is just fake.. no choice....walk around...play around... change YangQin xian also poke myself on the hand.. squeeze my blood and flick around on the wall..hahax. AHH!!!! BORING!!!! now sit infront of the com like an idiot... no conference today.... maple no one online now... Msn got no one to talk to... BORING LIFE!!!!! its really getting boring... i wonder if theres anything to lighten up my life... my life is so dull and dark now... shiok ar~~miss the holidays. where i can have fun with my friends as they are not schooling. sighx...i rather go back school to study... now then i know...how life is like after O's. zZzZzZzZzZz~~~ i wanna get some fun to brighten up my life.... but what can i do?? television now got no show to watch.. mp3 listen until i can remember all the songs name and lyrics.. game play until see le also wanna smack the com. sianx..so freaking sianx.... why??why must life be so boring after O's?? argh...I wanna control time!! if only i could.... i will stop time....while i have fun. if only i could.... i will turn time around and take a look at my pass. if only i could.... i will forward time to see my future... if only i could.... its gonna be a great feeling for me.. but who is the world could do that?? if only is was me...i gonna sell my soul to the devil.. heex...im evil...im too evil!!hahahax Sydney performance is around the corners. 20.06.06 to 26.06.06.. im gonna spend 6 days oversea with CSCO!!! hahax. but not sure if i can go yet... my work haven collect my paid yet.. and we haven really got sponser yet.. only a few nia.. but just hope that i will be able to go. Sydnet Opera House is such a grand place. its gonna be a once in a lifetime experience performing there. but i better dun set my mind too far. theres another concert coming up in another 7 weeks more. prepare for this concert and up for the next. ending here.. ~*teh xtremist*~ ~y@pb3n~ |