FUCKER!!!!
Thursday, January 05, 2006 posted at Thursday, January 05, 2006
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liar....im been lied at all this while....
i thought i could trust you....
i thought i could believe your words...
but in the end....
u'r no difference from ''them''...
im wondering....
why i trust u so....
and yet...my trust had been betray once again by you..
why?
why??
why?!?!?
this really sucks....
sighx...
i wonder if i really had the ability to trust again..
it really sadden me so much...
that im been betray by friend 2 times...
this type of attitude really sucks u know??
how i wish i could just end all of this right now...
i wish i could just end this all right here....
but why i cant do it??
i dun have the courage maybe...
of all this time...
of all this time...
im just lying to myself...
im just been hidden in the darkness by you...
no one trust me....
NO ONE AT ALL!!!!
no one ever do.....
not even my own mum....
who keep checking on my savings....
i got no friend to place their trust in me...
sighx....
im gonna quit chengsan...
so u can rest assure that i wont bother u anymore...
i know u will read my blog...and this post...
dun bother me in msn...
u and ''them'' are the same...
both belong to chengsan....
both who betray my trust....
i never thought that u will do that...
i really never thought so...
this is the 2nd time i that my tears shed cuz of friends...
i never imagine that u will do that...
u and them are the same again...
both who had make me shed tears...
i dun do so even when i got beaten up by others..
nor betray by others...
but why...
why u and them....
suckers....
WHOLE LOT OF SUCKERS!!!!!
i had now lost the ability to trust...
its all thanks to u and them...
once bitten twice shy...
but i thought u and them are different....
in the end...
u proven me wrong....
u proven that i had bad judgement towards people...
i never thought that u are so demonic behide youe innocent face...
its all fake....
its all fake.....
fake.....
