be gone...memories of the past.
Friday, January 27, 2006 posted at Friday, January 27, 2006
[270106] feel like posting again. so i just post it out. its seems a long time since we stop talking to each other. and i have stop ~*wondering til the end of time*~ and i feel like its time for me to face the true. in fact....i should have say thanks to u guys. if it wasn't for the unhappy things that happened between us. i wont be the one today. by leaving u guys. i have come face to face with the feeling of despair. u guys leave me.... now im able to stand on my own now. im able to meet the friends that i have now. its really thanks alot to u guys. im able to experience such feeling from friends. let us be frank.... i had never experience such feeling of sharing things when im with u guys. but now....im able to share my things with the one that are close to me. i dun have the chance to talk to u guys on phone for chat.. and my smses is only use for confirming things with u all... but now....i feel like im a new person again. im now able to strong.... and stand up to trouble that i face. we didn't even get a chance to go out on National Day. to watch the firework... i didnt even get a chance to go pooling with u guys. i felt like im a nerd when im with u guys..(no offence) now.....im alive again... i live through the terrible moment when u guys 1st leave me. and now....im really a new person again... with a new kind of life. thanks alot. wish u all will read my blog.... but i dun think such things will happened. by:-teh xtremist- |