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dear bloggy,suddenly feel like i have so much to say.....
im sick of being used as a spare,as a back-up....
im be forgetten once again...why??
not only me....but i believe there are other peeps as well...
the past for me is gone as i found new life...
but the wonderful colours of this life is beginning to fade...
maybe its being fading since i start this new life....just too stupid to notice it again....
whats the point....
when one found a new goal and he can forgetten who was the one that walk along side of him..
whats the point once again....
when once can forgetten those that was beside him in the past..
whats the point?!?!
WHATS THE POINT?!?!
so this is what that change my thinking...
to refuse to believe in word such as ''infinity'',''forever'' and ''til the end of time''
will the ocean really doesn't touch the sand??
yup,the ocean for me will never touch the sand....
no one in my life had ever had me believe in those words...
no one...ever....since i was young....
maybe thats what made me so autistic...in simple ''zi bi''
lolx,crapx....
if working can really made one forget everything....
i dun mind if i can work the whole day long and forget everything on my mind....
the past....and the present.....
working is coolx,yup i agreed....im also working....the seniors are working too....
if we can take time out to hang out along with others....
why can one-self think??
i doubt that no one will understand my post.....
yes...they might understand the surface of this post....
but dun think they will understand who and when or what im talking about....
to those who think im crapping in this post....
please kindly think....
who are the one that spend time with u when u are not at home.....
to those who think im crapping.....
do not try to treasure things when they are lost.....
