dish3arted....de5p0dent....dis5ap0intm3nt
Monday, November 21, 2005 posted at Monday, November 21, 2005
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dear bloggy,now come to think of it,last friday was a disppointed one.....not only did i feel that i will flunk my history....but going up to CO was a wrong thing to do......quite alot of people did not turn up for the audition.....even some seniors.....not to mention names......xxx was the only one that day that played that instrument......and xxx did not even bother to turn up..... what type of fucking attitude is that.....if xxx got no intrest in CO, dun bother to join it la..... wads the use of joining CO just to bring the standard down.....just beginning to see some hope in this CO for playing a quite average song.....why must so many people with attitude probs joined in.....and not to mention that some are not even good in their instrumental playing skills...not to mentions the feeling.....
im really sadden by this attitude....and felt so sicked that such people still exist in CO when they dun even put their heart in pratices....such a sadistic feeling i have rite now.....at the same time felt so disapointed that xxx was still a committee......bringing xxx in was a mistake...... freaking me out to see such a person in CO....to think xxx still wanna take on private lessons...... dun even have the standard that is required for normal teachers.....join CC one la.....but not Chengsan..... we refuses to let such a person in......think im beginning to feel how Jason feel about practicing with people who are not serious.....if they are not serious with their CCA....how can they still be really serious about their work.....to think xxx is working outside.....I dun even think xxx will last for long.....
why izit that im must rush up after exam....forsaking my chance to ask teacher about history exam......when there are such unserious people at home still slping and got the cheek to say we did not tell xxx about the audition.....i felt like i growing further and further apart from this CO...going up like an idiot......heart just sank lower everytime......sooner or later.....just like a glass of chill wine.....my heart will filled with bitterness.....coldness.....and left this CO eventually....even Jason had felt it that way too.....no wonder Sec5 refuses to come up for CO...
i now had finally understand how they feel just by looking at xxx alone....not to mention the rest who did not turn up.....i will be turning my back on the CO eventually.....
P.S. I not taking audition for all those who did not turn up that day....only those whom I written ''retake'' beside their names....which only have 2 person.
~*wondering til the end of time*~
dear bloggy,now come to think of it,last friday was a disppointed one.....not only did i feel that i will flunk my history....but going up to CO was a wrong thing to do......quite alot of people did not turn up for the audition.....even some seniors.....not to mention names......xxx was the only one that day that played that instrument......and xxx did not even bother to turn up..... what type of fucking attitude is that.....if xxx got no intrest in CO, dun bother to join it la..... wads the use of joining CO just to bring the standard down.....just beginning to see some hope in this CO for playing a quite average song.....why must so many people with attitude probs joined in.....and not to mention that some are not even good in their instrumental playing skills...not to mentions the feeling.....
im really sadden by this attitude....and felt so sicked that such people still exist in CO when they dun even put their heart in pratices....such a sadistic feeling i have rite now.....at the same time felt so disapointed that xxx was still a committee......bringing xxx in was a mistake...... freaking me out to see such a person in CO....to think xxx still wanna take on private lessons...... dun even have the standard that is required for normal teachers.....join CC one la.....but not Chengsan..... we refuses to let such a person in......think im beginning to feel how Jason feel about practicing with people who are not serious.....if they are not serious with their CCA....how can they still be really serious about their work.....to think xxx is working outside.....I dun even think xxx will last for long.....
why izit that im must rush up after exam....forsaking my chance to ask teacher about history exam......when there are such unserious people at home still slping and got the cheek to say we did not tell xxx about the audition.....i felt like i growing further and further apart from this CO...going up like an idiot......heart just sank lower everytime......sooner or later.....just like a glass of chill wine.....my heart will filled with bitterness.....coldness.....and left this CO eventually....even Jason had felt it that way too.....no wonder Sec5 refuses to come up for CO...
i now had finally understand how they feel just by looking at xxx alone....not to mention the rest who did not turn up.....i will be turning my back on the CO eventually.....
P.S. I not taking audition for all those who did not turn up that day....only those whom I written ''retake'' beside their names....which only have 2 person.
~*wondering til the end of time*~
