sigh....
Saturday, July 16, 2005 posted at Saturday, July 16, 2005
dear bloggy.....the same thing had happen as like what happen previous few saturdays....... I am juz thinking.....why bother to hide the true from me.....If wanted me to be gone,why can't juz tell me face to face.....in this way,it is good for both side...I had already know what happen..... but why when I know what had happen,I still had to endure all this,I really dun wish for such thing to happen.....why.....why must this happen on me.....school life seems meaningless this way...... I really can't take it anymore.....how I wish I could jump out of the window at this moment.....but what will happen to my family and other friends......I dun wanna let them down......the effort of my family to be gone down the drain.....Fate brought us together....and now it is time for us to part....why can't this be like what I think of.....in the future.....am I too sensitive or is it true as what I am thinking about......I am the one doing all the wrong thing and at the wrong time....... It seems to me that I am thinking of such thing to be so beautiful.....I am juz thinking that things was like the past.....From today onwards,we shall just part and walk our own path...... and never will our path corss with one another ever again...... I do not wish to be the one that is always doing the things and talking anymore...... I am just someone that live in my own world........

If only it could last........I will always remember all in my heart.......