Dear bloggy,I have found out something that makes me think alot yesterday.....dun really understand why is it so.....but i guess it is true as I read it from other places..... let me start blogging......what does it matter if i exist or not......I felt so extra......and just like an outsider..... that got into the home of a person u dun even know.....that feeling just like....u know?
bothers me alot too......couldn't sleep last night due to this issue...... how long is forever?....... will it really last that long?.......i just don't know what to do.......others just dun understand...... the humiliation behide all this...... I had to put up with almost everything...... All the things are hidden deep inside of my heart......
Forever.....is a word to be watch out for.....u never know that the things that u have around might just be gone in the next second......I never knew such things will happen..... behide every face of happiness, there are always the dark side of it..... Am I able to leave everything behide?
Will I be able to throw everything right over my shoulder without turning back to look at the past?......I doubted it......It must be really impossible......Almost 4 whole years........ Such thing won't come by again so easily again......People looked at me from a different point of views instead of how I looked at myself......Forever love?......love of friendship,BGR,parents and teachers.......I think i finally get to know the true meaning behide this song.........
Set this song as my blog theme.....In hoping that I will be able to hear the true one of this days....
bothers me alot too......couldn't sleep last night due to this issue...... how long is forever?....... will it really last that long?.......i just don't know what to do.......others just dun understand...... the humiliation behide all this...... I had to put up with almost everything...... All the things are hidden deep inside of my heart......
Forever.....is a word to be watch out for.....u never know that the things that u have around might just be gone in the next second......I never knew such things will happen..... behide every face of happiness, there are always the dark side of it..... Am I able to leave everything behide?
Will I be able to throw everything right over my shoulder without turning back to look at the past?......I doubted it......It must be really impossible......Almost 4 whole years........ Such thing won't come by again so easily again......People looked at me from a different point of views instead of how I looked at myself......Forever love?......love of friendship,BGR,parents and teachers.......I think i finally get to know the true meaning behide this song.........
Set this song as my blog theme.....In hoping that I will be able to hear the true one of this days....
